20060126

i love holidays like chinese new year. I GET TO SEE MY PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIENDS! hahaha. yay. and i get to wear new clothes and everything. so nice. i wanna go out tmr. ANYONE CAN GO? haha.

aiya anyway i dont feel like updating now. its cos FIONA keep asking me to update. ahh. ohgod my mum just gave me so much bubblegum and chewing gum she found that was previously 'hiding' somewhere the cupboard. eeeyer.

i cant wait for saturday. and btw im SUPER short AND super heavy. and i heard some gossip about someone from someone. haha. sounds funny. stupid kimyung keeps suaning me about my height. fiona also. I FEEL SHORT. ah nevermind.

oh ya. today i saw nicole and a few juniors on the bus! actually i saw marcus ng but we dao-ed each other. so nevermind. haha. the other day zihao saw me and i saw yulin but actually we were ALL on the bus. -.-'' super lame. haha.

i only saw yulin after he went down. (i just found out he MOVED) stay so near me now. haha. and zihao saw me and according to him he said that he was like "eh audrey leh!" then i sit down so fast the other two never see me. ERR. i didnt see him anyway. haha. and then he wanted to walk up to the front but the other two dont want so too bad(?) diao. haha. all this seeing ppl in bus is damn funny can. i always see ppl on the same bus. lol.

oh ms cheng's friend said something like hcjc boys like very *ahem* nevermind. haha. anyway she said dont find boyfriend from there and the guys say dont find girlfriend from there -.-'' ERR. haha. this is so stupid. to think im going there in the future. haha.

eeyer. i just realised that fiona put as 'audwey' in her blog. stupid 'w' there. evil fiona. sarah likes to call me dweenie. then after she realised that i put her as "WHEE" in my contact at one time she started the "dWHEEnie". LAME CAN. haha. anyway. it all began with audweena. aiya. too lazy to explain.

i slept alot just now. but now i shall go and enjoy aircon in my parents room and listen to the wintersonata soundtrack(: (: (: haha. BYEBYE EVERYONE GOODNIGHT!

HAVE A NICE CHINESE NEW YEAR(:
20060120

suddenly i realised all the heartbreak i felt then? how stupid of me. sometimes i wonder if i will keep making the same mistake again and again. it hurt all over again when i remember. i've got enough of it. please go away.

i admitted to marie that im her angel anyway. SHE IS SO DAMN CUTE haha. and i found out something super suprising. my mortal (marie) is michael chee's cousin. omg la. so totally kan bu chu can. i wish they weren't cousins. and michael chee's sister is that marianne who was in the councillor voting thingy last year. why is the world so small. of all people its MY MORTAL. SO DAMN SAD CAN.

im like ten times guai-er than last year. i finish all my homework even though its 12 o clock when i sleep at night. im suprised at my own attitude now :D haha. am i being ego? lol but its true can. oh and i stayed back till super late today to do the noticeboard deco. so proud of me and my friends. the deco is so nice can. we put in alot of effort and btw its only us a few pathetic number of people compared to wednesday and i daresay we did much more.

heard those people on wednesday were like "oh i'm staying back to do i did my part" but actually its just slacking and stoning. GOD THESE PEOPLE ARE SO DAMN.. ah nevermind. i dont understand why we keep getting all those lectures and scoldings from ms ong and ms koh. maybe we ARE that bad afterall. whatever.

there's iceskating tmr! *smile smile smile* im so happy. thats the only nice thing on saturday now. sarah got transferred to chuyi's class in LP already. (justin, qiyang, watson and simin that class) and i shall never be able to. i hate my school. there's many bad points to be in nanyang. including the fact that its IP and the way of teaching is actually LOUSY LIKE SHIT plus i dont get to be with chuyi and sarah in LP. students absorb NOTHING in school.

i cant wait for chinese new year! oh and btw me and jingqin had a rare talk the other day cos he called me(: happy happy. long time didnt talk to him. he's still complaining about his class. LOL. i still miss primary school and my beloved friends. i want 6a back.

i haven't practise my cello for tmr's lesson. die again. i need AURAL. ICESKATING ROCKS LIKE SHIT AND EVERYONE SHOULD SKATE haha. ohgod. im going to watch tv TATA EVERYBODY!
20060106

I LOVE MY HMP JUNIORS(: hees. okay im crazy. but they are so cute okay! haha. oh and i got my mortal. i love my mortal! haha. i love juniors la. haha. i think cheryn(?) and huilin are damn cute! haha. dont know why i like them. haha!

oh and marie, yvonne and yiping are in onenine! hurray! my juniors! (: (: haha. oh and strings like got alot of ppl sign up.. budden i bet in the end everyone's gna run away one. stupid juniors. haha. oops, haha.

and they are like damn guai la.. aiya.. recess and lunch lock classroom.. everywhere also lock classroom. haha. then we cannot go in. and then somehow im damn suay, then these two days the stupid bus either come late or breakdown. then i 7.15 then reach school, CANT GO ONENINE. stupid bus.

so.. first week of school they were talking about SIAS AGAIN. shitty la. whole year round is SIA this, SIA that, group for this, group for that.. that reminds me of our OM meeting today. i was having headache. aiya, nevermind. haha. oh and they combined history, geog and lang arts project together. MEGA-PROJECT. omg what if i fail.

actually i prefer last year's group of teachers teaching our class. haha. oops, shan't say anymore if not some teacher will come to my blog to read what bad stuff i wrote here. :P lol. ohgod my stupid internet just signed me out of messenger. and i was talking to zihao halfway la. stupid internet.

oh and im having cello lesson tmr and i still cant do that whatever stupid vibrato thingy on my exam pieces.. plus assessment coming next week! ARGH. SURE FAIL. aiya, nevermind. im fated to stay in TE all my life. tsktsk. oh and i'll be so damn lonely in that STUPID learning point class tmr. first lesson.. oh maybe not SO lonely. got zoey(: haha.

and i still cant spin on one leg. spin halfway, lift foot up then LOSE BALANCE AND STOP SPINNING. stupid la. aiya.. not my fault right :P cant means cant what. hees. i have absolutely NO talent. haha. right? right. music is better. but i like skating! aiya im contradicting myself. haha.

I WANT TO PASS GAMMA SO THAT THAT STUPID SHAUN AND JOANNE ARE NOT AT THE SAME STAGE AS ME!!! STUPID STUPID STUPID BUNNY-HOP. STUPID MOHAWK STUPID THREE-TURN. I WANT TO PAAAAASSSSSSS!!!

oh that reminds me. i cant go skating on tuesday with wanfang they all! NO FAIR. cos my mum say must do HOMEWORK. shitty): oh and PLUS sarah and ahmin cant stay over because sarah scored badly for something (according to ahmin) and ahmin has tuition. NO FAIR AGAIN. auntiemummy said can originally. THE WORLD IS UNFAIR):

and im starting jiang this sunday. I HATE JIANG. STUPID CHINESE CLASS. i'm like superduper willing to quit this class to stay in learning point NORMAL CLASS (not the star class) because im 'attached'(?) to the tuition centre. AIYA GOT FEELINGS FOR IT LA. i sound stupid. haha. i take back my words. :P

im super anxious to get my mortal's letter on monday. i CANT WAIT. haha. *prays she replies a long and nice letter* cos actually sec ones are quite blur. haha. reply damn short letters. haha oops. i plan to adopt one more mortal.. see first. hees.

okay im gonna go off and TRY to practise cello. haha. goodnight people(: